IAMWAITINGFORYOURREPLY

things is changing !
quarrel with bf yesterday & even me myself
also dunno because of wat !

and till now i dun receive any phone calls
or even msges from him ! it was nt an easy task
being with a career guy .
i have to be able to get hold of everything .
even now he did not even give me a text i cant call
him cause am worried that i am disturbing him
as he might be with his client !
i really dunno wat i shd do now ....


yesterday through out the whole journey from wrk place
to tpy and to hougang we did not speak to each other !
i dunno wats on his mind ! hey man u dun wan say anything
orr wat how u expect me to know wat the hell
u are thinking right ?
i am nt god leis . i cant read pple's mind !
silence was kept all the way till now .
and i am lost now . things changed too fast
i cant concentrate in doing anything now .
wat has happen now has makes me think back to the past
like how me and shawn relationship was!
it was all along me who gave in throughout the
whole relationship !

I WANT THE SMILES BACK !
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can someone just lend me a hearing ear
or even a hand to let me get back to myself?
before i fall too deep
as i am already falling v.deeply !