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2009-02-20T15:09:00.002+08:00

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2009-01-06T04:03:00.005+08:00

its 4.03am now
just ended the web-caming tok
with dar dar ..
felt so great after talking with her
and doing nonsense with her .
hahas . cos we must hear or see each other
no matter wat daily .
hahas . iLOVEher to the max .
and i'm not gg to school tomorrow .
cos i got another day MC . wahahahahhahas .
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some pics of us web-caming
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this is what we did when we are bored !~

requested by dar to cover her face !

covered too !

AND THIS ! we spend damn lots of time taking ! ~

OKKAYS THE REST SHD NOT BE UPLOADED !

hahas .

going meet my prince in the dreams .

NIGHTS EVERYONE ! ~

2009-01-05T22:30:00.004+08:00

FRIDAY . 02 JAN 2009

enjoyed so much last weekend.
went to CLUB NANA on friday .
was really damn fun with the peeps there
and i really enjoyed myself there .
thanks for the fun friends . =)
anyway HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO CHUA CHOON HIANG .
and congrats to MR DAVID' S R.O.M
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SATURDAY 03 JAN 2009

meet up with the girls for clubbing session
at STJAMES , and its was like very tiring
b'cos its been so long since i dance to the max .
enjoyed myself so so much .
photos will be updated soon ,
as all the lazy bums holding on to the pics
have not send me !
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MONDAY 05 JAN 2009

did not went to school today due to my stomach
again . went to see doctor and its like the 3rd tym for 2 weeks ?
OMG ....
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clubbing session again
this coming friday and saturday with my girls ,
and waiting for peibing's baby girl to arrived during this
week or next week .
dun be scared alrytes ! LOVES.
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okkays . lastly , i love the girls so much
cos u all brighten up my days .
I LOVE KELLYONGYUHUI !
WAHAHAHHAHAHAHS

2009-01-04T23:25:00.002+08:00

its finally over ! really over and i am glad .

although it may hurts but i guess i have made the right choice

be it to him or me .

i guess he will be much more happy after some time

as no one is there to instruct him to do this and that .

and for me , i can go out watever time i like and

with watever person .

i do not need to tell or explain so much.

i'm sorry but i just wish to be alone .

cos i really cant stand your nonsense.

your way of snatching my phone away ,

the way u check my msges ,

the way u call my fren and quarrel

taking down their numbers and everything.

i really wants a FULL STOP TO ALL THESE .

i want to thanks you for the beautiful moments that u have given me .

stop saying we are still tgt when i have already broken up with u !

keep your thick skin away or into your pockets .

i HATE you to the max lars .

actually i tot being frens with u after our tiring r/s shd be quite a

suitable idea , but after today !

NO WAY MAN ~

just kindly get out of my life la .

fucking hell .

2008-12-30T01:38:00.002+08:00

things is not the same anymore .
and this time i think its true , and yes we are
really declared break .
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before i always thinks that i had made a right choice
as time goes by i found out i am wrong .
things is really not gg the way i wants .
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memories flashed back now being alone
at home .
and i swear i miss the time being together with him ,
but i guess this time i really had to let go
cos its no longer the same anymore
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before i end my post let me post out pics of
me and him for the last tym .

all the joys , smiles & laughters

LOVES .

the really last pics .

i'm really sorry

2008-12-18T00:29:00.002+08:00

back from genting .
and genting was great this time .
because this is the first tym i won
after going there for so many tyms .
hahas . and yes i won 10k this time.
and i managed to get a carlorino bag from genting
costing me 250 and i am SAD ! cos i want
another bag costing 600 plus but no more
stock only display set
and why would i pay 600 plus for a display
set item !
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went to hougang mall today to
search for my new phone
and yes i bought a new phone
which is w980 at 500 plus .
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and next i went to orchard paragon
to satisfied my cravings for gucci .
and sad to said , things that i want
does not have stock now .
so i have to wait for a few more days .
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shop around and went to taka
went to LV , CHANEL , CELINE , COACH ,
BURBERRY !
and thinking of buying the LV bag and wallet ,
thinking of buying the coach handbag ,
thinking of buying the burberry wallet ,
and thinking of buying my carlorino bag
thinking of buying gucci wallet and bag .
and wat the hell . which one shd i choose !
for the carlorino handbag , i will buy it for sure
for gucci i will buy , the rest ?
i think i need 10k more to buy !
can the toto for tml falls for me ?
hahas .
okkays . enough enough ~
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lazy to post up pictures .
other days .
LOVES .

DARDAR . MEET UP SOON !

2008-12-05T02:34:00.014+08:00

seriously i am feeling more and more tired of

this relationship .

why why why ?

ya i cant denied u treat me really good .

but sometimes i really cant stand u being so unreasonable .

it makes me feeling suffocating in a very small space.

i am feeling so so ... i dunno how to say or explain the

fcuking feelings i have now !

i guesss i am giving up real soon ,

i am sorry if it hurts u ~ but i am just

feeling very very unhappy at times ,

times that u accused me , and times u saying me,

i cant say anything because whatever i say is

pointless . totally pointless ,

because there is no TRUST held in this

r/s . the simplest and yet the

most impt things that a couple shd

have is not there so whats the point ~

i am already giving in so much now

and yet u are already taking advantages .

its really meaningless to continue with

this unhappy r/s .

i am sorry .

I AM NOT HAPPY

AT ALL ~

2008-12-02T13:00:00.000+08:00

wish me luck for my visual basic test later on! ~

2008-11-27T00:35:00.004+08:00

i am lazy to post ~!
recently i really dun have the fcuking mood to go school lars !
feel like giving up !
can someone help me ?
i am lost in all my diff modules and i really need help man !
but i dun really wish to bother my classmates cos i know they are
all also stress with school's works .
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okkays going for genting trip on the 13 dec
with 2nd bro , mum , bf & me ! =)
its been the third tym me and bf
went to genting together !~
planning for our next valentine's day trip
to taiwan ! ~
every diff year valentine's day we will
try to go other country other then genting
so this 2nd year will be taiwan ! i hope so !
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yesterday was me and bf 2years 6 mths.
didnt celebrate as usual cos we see each other everyday
and every night ! so like no diff day as usual !!
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i pray i can get my minds into my studies real soon
i gt tons of projects to complete by this semester !
getting tired ! how am i going to do my project
when i dunno anything !
GOD HELP ME !!!!!!!!

getting quite anti-social recently ~
i want my SMILES back ~

ps : can any kind soul of E0808 update me with the list of

projects that we have and date due and all the up-coming test

or whatever shit ~ due to me missing out from tons of lesson ! thanks alot

email me with the updates ~ lovehurtz1314@hotmail.com

2008-11-23T00:23:00.002+08:00

its has been so long since i last post !
okkays cause i was busy with schools stuffs and
LAZY !
i got 6 projects coming down ! and i swear i am going
to faint .
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went for steam yoga class today with choon hiang , her sis ,mummy & me
wow . the class is like great ! cos i sweat like hell
and i cant stretch ! wahahahahs . back ache now !
going for the class for continuous 10 days .
*i wish i can la !*
hahas . okkays . gtg ler .
long day today !
going for yoga tml again !

me before going for yoga class !
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got to go think wat i want for christmas
as kelly dar wanted me to blog in my next post !~
heehees .
i miss KELLY ONG YU HUI like hell man ~

2008-11-13T23:42:00.002+08:00

back to school today !
and i skipped the first lesson today !
wahahhahas . so many days of mc i still
so lazy XDDD smack on butty ! heehees .
school was fun cos i went for only 2 hrs .
and its was like long ..
but i am glad i still have my group of cliques
busying gossipings . lalalalalas
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lesson starting at 8 tomorrow and i an dead !
god bless me that i can wake up in time tml .
god bless !!
quarrel with that fcuking bitch in the afternoon
with mummy .
mummy and me was like so fucking fed-up !
please get out of my life like BITCH !
you got no SAY OR PLACE HERE !
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nothing much to blog about !
so byesss.
LOVES .

random pic of mine found ~

2008-11-08T15:34:00.003+08:00

back normal FINALLY !
went back to school on friday
just for the sake of passing up my mc!
and i am angry .
i got a warning letter from the freaky
CHAI TECK SIONG !
he is always going against our class .
luckily i got a mc !
meet up with smoking cliques to
have my lunch outside and our catch up
with smoking session and talks !
was great indeed ! hahas .
was supposed to go for movie with dar dar.
but end up never go due to my
lazyness and most imptly is me being
very tired & sleepy.so sorry dardar ,
but i am missing you so much now !
hahahs . but i am sure u are sleeping now !
wanted to go over and disturb u up , but
dun wan lars , bu ren xin chao ni .
wahahahahas.
pple reading must be thinking such a sweet gf am i !
hahas . yea i am a gd gf to my dar dar which is
also my gf ! because she is a girl !
she is someone that is always there for me
and someone i love ! i not lesbian hors . wahahahas.
she is now FREE ! she can run and jump happily now
and i am happy for her ! ENJOY SIA !
DAR , one more month and pls we need to take
tonic tgt . esp tonic for my xxxx ! you know de
DUN LAUGH DUN LAUGH !
it has been bothering me for the past few days !
SAVE ME ! !!!!! hahahahahhahahahhahahahahhas..

the lovely years of precious friendship that i will treasure and maintain it for the rest of my life.the smiles & laughters,the tears & sorrows that we once gone through has deeply etched in my heart!thanks for letting me know that you are always there for me and care!you will always be the BEST friend in my heart and i will treasure it for sure!STAY HAPPY FOREVER , with love ,sheryl !

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i AM bored !
DAR ! WAKE UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!
MISS YOU LOTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
LOVES =)

2008-11-06T00:47:00.002+08:00

back again !

alive again .XDDDDD

i am feeling damn great now

apart of frequent toilet visit.

i think its time for me to return to school.

cause i am missing out too much in school

stuffs and also birthday celebrations date

with my dearest classmates .

i have miss out 2 celebrations and i am

not going to miss the 3rd one that might be

happening on friday or monday !

so no matter wat ! i must get my butt to sch

once again !

i miss the laughters and gossipings of

the class! esp gossiping and smoking

session with my darling & smoking cliques!

SWEE xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

COMPLAINING SESSION !

i have been not in really good terms

with my dad and i seriously dun like talking

to him now ! he is so unreasonable and assume

everything . he dun hear any explaination or

whatever shit ! no matter what he say

he is always in the right !

i SWEAR !i am not going to talk to

him often anymore incase i suffer from

any high-blood pressure !

i LOVE MY MUMMY THE MOST !

she is always the one there for me

and always listen to what i am going

to say ! i feel much more

comfortable being with mummy !

mummy ... i LOVE you !

and BABY BOY !

dun get JEALOUS okkays .

cos i know you will .

ok lars ok lars .

he needs some compliments if not

he wont feel good .

BABY has been also taking v.good care

of me for the past 2 years and 5 mths .

thanks baby !

when i am sick u are always there for me.

i throw temper u are still there for me .

when i am pain at night you are also there for me .

i know you care !

but HORS ! i LOVE my mummy more !

she FIRST you SECOND okkays .

sry ars ! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAS .

baby ! good luck for your driving

test tomorrow kkies .

although i keep cursing u ! saying you will fail

but u shd know deep down in my heart

i wish u will pass rights .

hahas . stay calm ! dun be so anxious !

but dun do repeat what u have done for

your bike license okkays .

i will SMACK you ! hahas .

LOVES YOU ! GOOD LUCK !

JIA YOU ~

label : smiles xD

2008-11-02T23:34:00.005+08:00

its another day !

and today i can PROUDLY announced that

i am feeling much more better ler !

really much more better .

thanks for pple who cares ,

i am trying v.hard to build myself

up again !

tomorrow will be a better day i HOPE !

not going to school tomorrow as i am

still not that perfect !

so will rest till i am better and do

not need to rely much on the medication !

thanks mummy for always there for me !

i LOVE you !

miss the birthday celebration for joyce with

my lovely classmates . sad !

anyway HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOU JOYCE !

and lastly CONGRATS to clastalia jie

for bringing baby clareen into this world

safe and sound ! take care of yourself alrytes !

label : glad that i am better today !

2008-10-31T00:28:00.003+08:00

its been another day !

and my tummy is not getting any better at all ,

it seems like getting worst & worst .

worst till i can no longer be able to stand the pain liaos .

dear god ! i pray that i am able to recover fast .

i still got tons of stuffs to do and tons of incompleted

stuffs . i pray i will be fine in a few days tym !

thanks ....

label : painful day

2008-10-30T01:32:00.003+08:00

sorry i guess this will be long long post .

if not interested then skipped it ! thanks .

back here to post up my lastest updates again !
MIA for a few days due to me being hospitalise .
and FINALLY today i am discharge !
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the days in tan tock seng hospital was like real crazy .
i did not have any food or drink for 4 days !
the freaking doctor there was so evil
that he dun let me to have any food to eat or drink
and i was hungry and thirst like hell man !
kept saying u are on the drip so u wont be hungry !
what the hell i wont be hungry ?
please the drip is for replenish of h2o in
your body due to wat the different nurses said !
and finally the last day i cannot tahan liaos
i just hack care and eat downstair in the food court .
went through types of scanning and x-rays !
and what the doctor could conclude was
i might be suffering from food poison .
the second day the doctor conclude was
there is infection of all my intestine in my tummy !
hell man which one is which i also dunno !
drawing of bloods , taking temp , BP , heartbeat rate everyday
within a few hrs !
ohh no ! i am suffering lars . my blood is losing so much !
actually i am scared of needles scared of injection
after hearing from many many pple that its hurts to have a blood
test and its really hurts .
and after the hospital stay !
i am not afraid anymore .
i can jolly well say HAR ! BLOOD TEST AGAIN! OK LOR !
pipes over me ! i also dunno how to explain !
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and i am glad i have mummy's accompany throughout my stay there
and also bf's accomapany .
they are afraid that i am bored i am unable to take things and
everything so they stayed there everyday even throughout the night
and just watching me being able to sleep soundly makes them smiles .
i love my MUMMY alot alot !!!
mummy travel up and down for me everyday
just for her to go back and changed
and come back to make sure i am fine !
thanks alot mummy and bf !
i love u my boy !
my boy skipped wrk for a total of 4 days to
acc me ! see aint he sweet !
and travelling up and down just for me !
i love him too ! thanks .
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dear god i pray that i can recover fast so that i am able to
be like the past !
i dun wan mummy to wry abt me !
i want her to have peaceful slp .
thanks god !
and i want to return to school asap
to catch up with all my wrks !
i want to have the company of my lovely classmates ...
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okkays gonna stop here .
i am feeling freaking uncomfortable !
ending with a obsence/ugly pic of mine !
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the suffering days of me when i am
admitted to Tan Tock Seng Hospital !

i want to turn back into this ~
i miss the old times and the old me
where i can jump about lively !

to my dear peizhen : girl dun worry about me okkays

i will sure recover fast and meet u !

hahahs . i will take very good care of myself de.

i wont anyhow eat de ! hahas =)

i miss you so much !

to my dearest dar dar ! :dar i know u are stress with

your r/s now ! stay strong alrytes ! dun think so much !

i will be there for you de .

label : feeling damn uncomfortable and sick now !

2008-10-23T18:24:00.000+08:00

paminsan-minsan ako tunay ay hindi maaaring tumayo siya!

siya ay kaya katawa-tawa at times.

paano ako gusto oras ay maaaring baguhin

label : still as stress !

2008-10-23T00:06:00.001+08:00

食べ物を感謝する !

私は今より良い感じです！

わたしのボーイフレンド彼の最善の努力している

미소!!!!!!

2008-10-22T22:10:00.004+08:00

i dunno what to blog today !

cause suddenly i am feeling damn

freaking stress !

feeling damn helpless !!!

FCUK !! feeling so stress now and

what dunno what to say or do !

okkays . by friday . its less then 48 hrs !

freaking headache now !

i hate this feeling .

selling my hp i guess !

i got no choice .

quarrel with kevin again !

cos of this issue !

ah ya ! i dunno wat to say now !

let the picture do the talks and

whoever can reads someone minds through a

picture then u will understand how i feel and how i

am stuck in this situation of mine now !

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2008-10-21T22:50:00.006+08:00

backaliveagain

- finally i found time to update a decent post !
i mean a longer one then the previous two post !
these one week plus of school days has been a tiring
day for me ~!
how am i able to get a GPA of 4 in able to get my
free 20 packs of spore cig from arena & mervin .
wahahahahahas .

-today has been a suay day for me .
cos i almost lost my phone again
and its also in NYP TOILET !
its always the toilet that makes me
lost my phone .
and its the second time in this year !
but luckily manage to get back from one
girl and i dunno if she was the really kind soul !
cos when i first approach her she told me she didnt
see my phone and about half and hr later
she called and say she found my phone
and its a cleaner who pass it to her .
cmon , she left the toilet earlier than me when i was looking
for my poor phone ! and the cleaner gave it to her !
pls lars . wake up from your lame excuses .......
but nvm , at least she return it to me so i cant be so mean then !!!

-learnt alot in school in this semester compared to last semester !
hahahs and i am glad =)
today 3 hrs of lesson almost killed me & arena ,
the both of us was like shouting for help throughout the
last one hr ! viwawa game didnt last long then =*((((

okkays pictures of our clouds that we did for our graphic
design lesson .

my cloud ! after all the tiring and pek cheking editing !

arena's cloud ! hahas . dun look similar to mine ~

& mervin's cloud and this is definately not similar to

either one of us !! cos she clouds is much bigger . wahahahs .

notices the blog url below each picture ?

its arena's blog . hahas .

cos i dun have their clouds pics so took it

from her & and promised that i will promote her

blog for her !

hahas . so help me at least just go take a look at her blog .

wahahhahahas . she is going to kill me real soon ~

and now time for me to run ...

& my tummy is giving me a bad day today !

i hate it .. arggghhh .

kelly dardar i will try my best !~

but i am afraid really afraid !

label : having a bad and tiring day !

2008-10-20T18:13:00.002+08:00

damn it lappy !!

FCUKING laptop makes my monday & tuesday life so miserable !!!
my back is aching so much ..

i hate it ...........................................

2008-10-17T17:08:00.001+08:00

BORED !

2008-10-13T18:14:00.003+08:00

anewdayanewsemester

today its the first day of semester 2 .
its been so so fast days passed !
it felt just like i have enter poly yesterday
and now i am already in semester 2 .
okkays . its great then !
but i got a shity timetable for this semester
but i am glad i have my classmates with me
they let me pass my time faster with
all the talks and jokes in lesson ~
learn about HTML stuffs today
and i am glad cause finally its something that
i am much more interested ~
compared to JAVA its much more better and
easiler to absorb !!
heres a few photos i took in class of lazy bums and my art piece!
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the so called "SWEETS" that i almost got
bluff ~ they wanted to "HAI" me

my energy support drink~
i took 2 cans of it today !

the sleeping KING !
the super LOUD snoring sound !

another sleeping KING ~
but a silent one ! hahas

art piece by me on "LAODA" super hard hand !

art piece by the rest ~
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went for dinner with mrkevin and his family yesterday ~
due to his bro birthday !!
actually wanted to go to the mickey & minnie mouse
shop to eat their pizza
but cause of limited spaces we went to jacks place instead .
the food there was ahem ! not that great as i can say !
accept for the lobster & snail .=)
but baby was like enjoying the food so much !
and baby bought a new bag for me which is in hot pink
where i intend to bring it to school when days lappy is nt
require to be brought to school !~
okkays let picture do the rest of the talkings ~
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the mickey & minnie mouse shop
which we intend to eat ~
cute right !

snail & oyster !

my mushroom soup !
but kept on wondering why is there
a leaf in my soup ~!!!!!

my super nice lobster and chicken ~!!!!!

see he looks so happy !!

he enjoy his food so much !!!!

snap shot of him by me with his ugly looking
eating style !!

MUA

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okkays ! got to go ~
gonna have dinner with family
as brother treating us ~

LASTLY I MISS KELLY ONG ~

label : HAPPY TODAY !~

2008-10-11T17:46:00.002+08:00

yesterday cruising with dardar and a friend of hers
& mine....
okkays ... was bad v.bad
not even a hour both of us already declared broke !
we are the loyal customer of royal star who will
go down to donate a few hundred bucks every week .
aint we kind?
muahahahahas .
and so we went back as early as we can .
and its damn early as we took the bloody
first ferry back to spore !
and when we are bored we did this !
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both of us ~
95% without makeup !
on the ferry back

the wind that makes our hair
so so messy when we are on top
of the ferry !

trying my best to get a pic
taken without letting my hair goes flying
all over ~

acting cool with the ang mohs
sunglasses !

us ~ inside the ferry

hahas . fake smile of ours ~

pictures taken with the angmohs
as requested by them !
they are drinking beer in the middle
of nowhere & under the sun ~

snap shot of someone sleeping soundly behind us ~
shhhssss....
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hahas .
money flewwwww away in less then a hour .
wahahahas .
and obviously lady luck is not with us then !
no use of me praying ..
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loving the days spend with dardar.
thanks ..

label : HAPPY as i am !~

2008-10-10T07:25:00.000+08:00

brandnewday

its a brand new day
and i wish dardar is feeling much better ler .
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heading forward to cruise later .
wish lady luck is with me then ~
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i got funny sleeping times !
i slp at 6.30pm in the afternoon and
wakes at 2 plus am in the midnight !
and now i dunno if i am able
to tong all the way till night !!!!
OMG ........
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schools reopening soon .
really v.soon .
its around 3 days time and
equals to i am DEAD .
8am-5pm 3 days in a week .
and i said before i am gonna
work hard for this coming semester
but how how ?????
i cant STOP myself from running away from
lesson and being late from this kind of
shitty timetable i had !
OHHHHH someone save me !!!!!!!!!!
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lets pray for me & dar !
tons of lucks to us ~

label : lady luck please return to our side !

2008-10-08T14:27:00.001+08:00

ihopetheraincouldwashyourtearsandsufferingaway

its been a long long day~
too much things its happening .
and its too sudden .
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prawning mahjonging these few days .
i am happy . =)
baby boy bought a new mp4 for me
and its baby pink in colour !
iLIKE ..
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its us ~
enrol for our car license

prawning time ~

recently ~ i found out something .

i found out i have always trusted the wrong person .

am gonna end this tiring relationship asap !

things are not like what you said ! things turn out

differently . you are just not worth my trust .

to KELLY dardar ....

i know things that happen to you

recently has been tooooooooo

sudden . no ones wanted this to happen .

but no matter what just kindly stayyyyy

strong ...

when you need a shoulder to count on

theres always mine .

so dun worry okkays .. think very carefully

before you make your choice !

the most impt things is that

do not regret the choice you make .

i will definately support and respect your

decision although pple really to be

gxx-xx alot lars ! hahas . I LOVE YOU ~

label : stay strong dardar . will be there for you as long as you need me ~

2008-09-18T23:42:00.000+08:00

thingsaintthesameanymore!

everyone is changing and yes
i am sure i am changing too ...
things changes too fast ...
thinking back about the past
the laughters , the smiles we had together
was already long gone !
i guess we were nv be close as
last tym anymore .
i guess i am the one who change
and has caused us not being able
to be like last tym .
i am sorry if i did any thing wrong
and make you dislike .
memories are always held in my heart .
the many years of friendship ....
i still treasure you as much ..
take v.good care my dearest friend .

thanks alot dardar-kelly
for being there for me whenever i needed
you , you are always my dearest girl ...
i will always remember the smiles and laughters
we had ...
thanks alot ...

you all just simply means alot to me !
take care ~

label : we were once best of best friends ,
and i hope things has not change !

2008-09-18T04:20:00.000+08:00

dunno why suddenly got the urge to blog .
but just feeling rather unhappy & stress ..
dun ask me why i also dunno.
after gg out ,
i reach home i like need to explain alot of
things .. i dunno why .
i'm just feeling v.down now !
.
.
were controlling my tears just now
when u are talking to me .
i just feel sad and hurt ..
by the way you act towards me .
things are not gg the way i wants .
i still dun feel any freedom from you
seriously !
i still need to report to u where am i
msg u , who i with and everythings.
just feeling kind of tired of all these .
i just wants to be alone .
i doubt u understand ...
never mind its alrytes !
.
.
.
.
.
you asre still the one who can brighten up
my life ! AH DAO ...
hahas ...

there is a trend of losing money
in my fcuking life now ...
i also dunno wat happens ...
LOSE LOSE LOSE ...

okkays will be back tomolo ...
tired ..
LOVES....
.
.
.

label:the wonderful days are gone long ago
i'm sorry

2008-09-06T18:52:00.000+08:00

okkays . broke up with him !
due to him not being happy with many
guys calling me or many phone calls that i
had !

ah ya i dunno wat he wants .
since he wants a break-up then i
just jolly well agreed to it !
its not as if i need him so so much rytes !
i dun need him lars .
he is just like my FLING !

HAHAS . am at dar hse now !
planning if gg out anot !
will update again !

2008-09-06T03:49:00.000+08:00

fcuk ! i am fucking pissed off now ..
watever i do pple see ler not happy !
hey man this is my fcuking life .
no one has the fcuking rights to interfere in
my life .

just leave me alone can ?
i wants to be with who or wat its my
own fcuking decision .
i dun need anyone to comments about my
my decision .
hey i am a human beings i have the fcuking rights
to get my own decision rights !
my blog i have my own fcuking rights .
i dun wanna let anyone see means i dun wan
dun force me to do things that i fcuking dislike !
u really makes me damn pissed off lars .....

FCUKED ! SPOILED MY FCUKING DAY !

2008-09-04T16:39:00.000+08:00

IAMWAITINGFORYOURREPLY

things is changing !
quarrel with bf yesterday & even me myself
also dunno because of wat !

and till now i dun receive any phone calls
or even msges from him ! it was nt an easy task
being with a career guy .
i have to be able to get hold of everything .
even now he did not even give me a text i cant call
him cause am worried that i am disturbing him
as he might be with his client !
i really dunno wat i shd do now ....

yesterday through out the whole journey from wrk place
to tpy and to hougang we did not speak to each other !
i dunno wats on his mind ! hey man u dun wan say anything
orr wat how u expect me to know wat the hell
u are thinking right ?
i am nt god leis . i cant read pple's mind !
silence was kept all the way till now .
and i am lost now . things changed too fast
i cant concentrate in doing anything now .
wat has happen now has makes me think back to the past
like how me and shawn relationship was!
it was all along me who gave in throughout the
whole relationship !

I WANT THE SMILES BACK !
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.
.
.
.
.
.
.

can someone just lend me a hearing ear
or even a hand to let me get back to myself?
before i fall too deep
as i am already falling v.deeply !

2008-09-03T18:05:00.000+08:00

i am doing nth everyday at home !
rotting !
waiting for tym to pass .
hais . quite meaningless life i can say

started relationship with andy
on 31.08.08 .
erms dunno if this is wat i want !
he is a career man which places his career in
the v.first place and meet up for
just a few hrs like 1-3 at a day !
is all this wat i want ?
i myself also dunno .
hais . hope things change for the better in
the up-coming days !
but thinking another way maybe this kind of
relationship is much more better
as we can avoid quarrels.
ah ya i also dunno lars ..

going work later .
hope it will be a smooth one !
=)
dar i miss you !
amy pah ... pls be quick ! we are LATE!!!!!

2008-09-01T22:31:00.000+08:00

its been damn freaking l0ng tym since i blog
this shows that i am not a loyal blogger
as due to my BORED-NESS and so i am
blogging now !!

win money and within two days everything is gone ...
not worth not worth ..
feeling v.v.sleepy now .
dun ask me why cos i also dunno !

okkays . going to genting o the 12.09.08
hope things wont go wrong and plan wont be cropped up !

pple said i changed !
did i ?
feeling kind of stress recently !
i dunno why .. thinking back about the
past makes me smile!
i dun stress . but now i stress
i dunno why
feeling freaking tired of my life now .
really tired !
i no longer have any strength to carry on
and get on with my life with smiles anymore!
WHY WHY WHY ?

i myself also dunno wat the hell am i stressing
i am tired .
guess i got not enough slp ?
i also dunno . i just know i need MONEY
so mmuch !

LOSING ?
am i afraid ?
i dunno . i am used to it !
10 times i gamble i only get to win once or twice
so whats the fcuking use of gambling ?
aint i STUPID !!!!!!!!!!!!

getting quite stress up over all the relationships
i am so tired ~
would u all mind giving me a break '?
i just wish to be alone .
ah ya FUCK I DUNNO WAT THE HELL I WANT LA

JUST FUCKING STRESS NOW !!!!!!!

2008-08-09T16:35:00.000+08:00

its another week .
and i have found out alot alot of things .
alrytes shall not mention wat i found out .
one of my girlfren kelly has gone to malaysia
and now i am starting to miss her like hell .
and the other amy . is facing with some kinds of
BGR problems .
i have done with all the talks with her and there is nth
i could help .
dear lord . pls help me think of a solution to calm her down
and not her be so stress . please..

i guess me and kevin love story should come
to an end soon . very soon .
although freakly speaking i still love him
but things he did really disappoint me.
so lets STOP everything ...

enjoy alot this weeks
and i feel that i am a v.xin fu de girl this week
hahas ...
and i guess it has change .
and no longer the same .
i guess he changed .
i also dunno .

wrking last night and it
was the very first tym i felt
so drunk so so drunk .

anyone wanna bring me for a ride ?

2008-07-28T11:04:00.000+08:00

here to start with ..
its a brand new day ..
everything in the past has started to fade through my memories..
and i am sure things will turn out much more better in the
coming days .
GO FOR IT SHERYL !~ YOU CAN DO IT ..

am i really enjoying my freaky anti-stress life ?
i hope so ! i hope i wont regret when times flies ....

god pls bless me with no regrets .......

its always much more easy to say then actions
as actions speaks louders then words ..
am i really gonna put the pass behind and carry on with
my current life . okkays .. i HOPE SO . !

anyone willing to bring me out for a ride ?

2008-07-28T00:46:00.000+08:00

its been a long long long time since i post ...
okkays . am HAPPY about all the outings i have
during the weekends ... i LIKE ..
days passes damn freaking fast lars ...
v.soon i need to face the days of exams again...
weekdays are just numbering down so so
slowly while weekends are gg so so so
fast . why is sch days 5 days and rest days
days . why cant it be rest day 5 days and
sch days 2 days . and so i can happily so
out and rot till i HAPPY .

i love my FRENS alots ..
ESPECIALLY KELLY & AMY .. i love u both .
lets get drunk again and go mad .
hahas ... sit at the side of the rive dreaming ..

amy .... get hold of yourself okkays . everythings
will be fine after a couple of days / weeks ...
you can find someone much more better then HIM .
we will always be there for you alrytes ...
dun scared we are always here with you .....

i wanna earn tons and tons of money to satisfied
my needs in all my clothes , cabby , fun , fun , fun ...
and so i have decided .... TO WORK ..

anyone willing to bring me out for a long ride !

2008-06-28T17:35:00.000+08:00

here t0 :
PROUDLY ANNOUNCED THAT I AM OFFICIALLY SINGLE AGAIN !!
woots..

broke up with bf today . which is on the 28 june 2008 !
hahas ... and all i felt at that time was such a great stone has been
put of of my heart . bcos i do not need to get wry of him calling and things..
i can jolly well dun divert my fone anymore . i can go anywhere i like
without pple controlling . most importantly i wont miss out any dates with
all my girlfriends ...
i enjoyed being with them alot yesterday .
i l0ve them too too much ..

and now i am gonna start a new life ...
i am going to enjoy the life being SINGLE ...

okkays .. yesterday went out with girlfriends amy and kelly .
went to boat quay then to 97 then to thai disco then to boat quay again .
FUN FUN FUN !

yesterday i finally felt wat is the freedom after being
tied up by this tiring relationship for 2 yrs plus .
with all the phone calls perstering me when i am
out and questioning me stuffs which wat my parents shd be doing
and yet they dont and turn out to be him .
i am damn pissed off . really pissed .

i neglected my friends while being with him .
and making my friends nort wanting to call me
when something happens to them .
as they are worried that i will quarrel with kevin again.
no no girls ... u all are the one impt to me now .
alrytes . i love you all alort .
and please just contact me when u all needs me .
i will be there . i promise . ! =)

NOW I PRAY SINCERELY TO GOD .
PLEASE BLESS THAT MY DEAR GER AMY
WILL BE FINE FINE FINE FINE .
THANKS ...

AND TO KEVIN .
I AM SORRY FOR WAT I DID TO YOU .
BUT I REALLY JUST NEED SOME TIME TO COOL MYSELF DOWN
AND THINK OVER IT REGARDING OUR RELATIPONSHIP.
COS I FIND MYSELF STRUGGLING IN THIS RELATIONSHIP,
I BELIEVE IT IS MEANT TO BE HAPPY BUT
NOT ALL THIS STRUGGLING .
SO PLEASE GIVE ME SOME TIME ALRYTES .
I KNOW I HAVE HURT U .
BUT PLEASE JUST LET ME GO !
I KNOW U DID ALOT OF THINGS FOR ME IN THE PAST
AND I REALLY APPRECIATED IT .
THANKS ALOT .
TAKE CARE . !

2008-06-19T02:44:00.001+08:00

I AM DAMN FUCKING PISSED OFF THIS FEW DAYS ....

OKKAYS .. AND TILL TODAY THEN I KNOW THAT
I AM THE FUCKING SUAI PERSON IN HIS FUCKING HEART ...

IF U REALLY THINK SO ...

JUST KINDLY FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE ....

U ARE NO BETTER ...

I DUN NEED YOU THIS KIND OF PPLE IN MY LIFE ...

MAYBE PERHAPS OR FOR SURE I WILL LIVE MUCH MORE HAPPILY

WITHOUT U .

AND THIS MIGHT GOES THE SAME TO U ....

GO FIND SOMEONE THAT IS YOUR LUCKY STAR ....

FUCK OFF ....

I DUN NEED YOU !

2008-05-26T17:07:00.000+08:00

ring ring ...
my fone rang in the early morning at 6 plus ...
and all i got from the caller was a very very bad news .

i was blurr . totally blurr .
how could i accept that he is gone ?
and its forever !
i cant accept it .

went to attend his wake at jurong
in the afternoon .
i stayed there with friends all the
way till the night .
and i dun dare to go see him .
but seeing his photo has already
makes my heart breaks .....
i really cannot imagine me sitting there
at the wake for my own friend .
tears were being controlled by me .
okkays , and so i took up my courage
and went inside and see him for the very very last tym .

and it wasnt the person i knew !
i mean the looks .
he looks so painful when he is alive
when the accident occured !

i really hope things will turn out
better for him when he is in another world .
the wake was quiet in the afternoon .
as there was no laughter ....
no smiles ... there was all sadness filled inside ....
i was sad . so sad . but theres nothing we can do .
i cant accept the reality that he is gone just like that ...
take care of yourself in the other world alrytes !
all yor frens will be missing you ...
~REST IN PEACE !

2008-05-23T14:08:00.000+08:00

today is friday .
and i didnt attend school today .
cos of bf being sick , me feeling not so well
and of course it is also because of LAZYNESS !

wahahahs . bf is so sick .
his fever has nort yet go down .
its always stuck at 39 ++ degree .

hope he will get well soon .

okkays .
peizhen is coming to find me .
haas . GREAT ! =)
at least i gort someone here with me . hahas .
okkays .. ending ....

be back very soon ... !

laaaaaalaaaaaalaaaaaaas......

2008-05-21T00:31:00.000+08:00

erms . today was a very very tiring day ..
really very tiring . dunno why no mood to do anything..

school was alrytes . managed to survive through ..
hhaas ....
meet up with peizhen and nana after school
where they came to pick me up outside school .
hahas . ate at my school food court which is KOUFU
hahas .
and then both of them came to my hse and talk
cock and do nonsense . hahas .
where peizhen is doindg dunno wart with my computer
hahas ....
and me and nana is playing and playing .
cards then mahjong and then taking photos ..
hahas . alrytes gort some photo of us
but lazy to update .. so tomolo or when i am free .
hahas ...

had my hair dye today ...
didnt get wat i wan ...
i dun wan to see any black colours ...
i wan totally copper brown....
hahas . nvm ...lalalas .
gonna go orhs orhs soon ler .
tomolo lesson at 8 ...
so damn early lor ....
i am so TIRED !!!!!!!

be back soon~~=)
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee.......

2008-05-18T16:17:00.000+08:00

okkays . its been quite some time since i blog !
hahas , everything has been going fine in my
daily life .

yesterday went clubbing at st james power station
with peibing , bf , k0r and laihock .
went separated ways once reach there .
where bf , k0r and laihock went to power
house and me and peibing went around .
first we went to mono to meet ping bing frens .
and then to powerhouse then to dragonfly .

okkays the place there was alrytes and big .
all the clubs was like packed . so so much pple .
knew alort of frens in dragonfly and
over there was like damn packed ...

was all along tgt with pb and co in dragonfly after
we went to powerhse to find the guys .

drank quite alort .
when there is new frens introduced we drank .
and to other table , there is again new frens
so drank . so this continues and continues ..

okkays . didnt managed to watch the live band in
dragonfly ytd . so i must visit there again .
waahahahs .....

tomolo is a public holiday and that means .
i do nort have to go to school !
hahas . i am so happy ...
okkays . gonna end .

~off to watch my hongkong series =)

2008-05-12T21:51:00.000+08:00

I FEEL LIKE KILLING HIM RIGHT NOW ....

AT THIS VERY MOMENT !

I HATE HIM !

HAPPY LE LOR .

BF HELPS U BUT NOT ME ,

NVM ...

LIFE HAS ALWAYS BEEN LIKE THIS

FOR THE PAST 1 YEARS AND 11 MTHS PLUS ...

WHENEVER BLACKY IS HERE TO IRRITATED AND
PISSED ME OFF .....

I AM USED TO IT ....

BF I KNOW U WILLL CONFIRM MAKE A \
FUSS AFTER SEEING MY POST ...

BUT ITS ALRYTES ....

COS I AM DAMN FUCKIN USED TO IT ... DAMN USED . DAMN HURTING !!!

2008-05-12T21:40:00.000+08:00

I AM DAMN FUCKIN IN A BAD MOOD NOW ~!

I HATE BLACKY ! THE FCUKING DOG .
PLS JOLLY WELL GET OUT OF MY LIFE .
I REALLY HATE U NOW .
U MADE MY LIFE IN A FUCKING GREAT MESS .
NNBCCB !
I REALLY DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN
ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY NOW !

I AM SO UPSET!!1 THE WAY BF REACTED !
OKKAYS NVM . I KNEW IT WILL BE LIKE TAT .
NVM ....
BLACKY IS ALWAYS THE FUCKER THAT WILL ALWAYS TEAR OUR
RELATIONSHIP !
I DUN WAN SEE HIM . I DUN WAN .
BUT I CANT
ALL I CAN DO IS TO REN ALL THE WAY AND SEE
ALL MY PRECIOUS STUFF BEING DEAD !
NVM ... I AM GETTING DAMN FCUKIN USED TO IT .
I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE THIS LIFE OF MINE ......

I HATE IT LA ...
DUN COME AND IRRITATED ME .
IF U DOES .
U WILL KNOW .....
I AM IN A FCUKIN BAD BAD BAD BAD MOOD NOW .

DID NOT EVEN HAVE A DECENT MEAL THE WHOLE
FCUKIN DAY AND I HACVE HAPPILY COOK SOMETHING THAT I WANTED TO
HAVE FOR MY DINNER
AND THE FUCKING BLACKY HAS SPOILED SPOILED SPOILED EVERYTHING
AND BF U DOESNT KNOW HOW IT FEELS WHEN SOMETHING OF YORS
WAS SPOILED OR TORE APART ! NVM ..

labels : YOU CAN CALL ME CHILDISH
U CAN CALL ME MAD FOR GETTING PISSED OFF
FOR SOMETHING THATS DAMN MINOR ..
BUT ITS NORT THE FIRST TYM .
ITS BEEN ALORT ALOT ALOT OF TYM .............

ITS IS REALLY DAMN HURTING LARS . !
I HATE BLACKY .........

2008-05-03T16:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday didnt managed to post .
so will blog today !
hahas
yesterday was a GREAT and HAPPY day f0r me !

cos my classmates has given me an unexpected surprised
early birthday celebration ! i was like so so touch !!

okkays . school ytd was like ....
reach school late and ended early .
had a 2 hrs break and was like bluff to yishun !
hahhas .
went to food court to eat with my classmates
and i wasnt eating . =)
and once all my classmates finished eating they all went off .
some saying go wart photos , toilet etc ....
they bluff me ! eee.. hahas
but its a white lie ... shang yi de hua yan !
hahas .

okkays after they left , there was only me , shianne and jing and mervin .
left in the food court . hghahas
and after eating went down to have a puff .. after i finished , my classmates
was like bringing me somewhere .
hahas and they suddenly sing me a birthday song with a cake on their hands.
i was .. ohhhs ... s0 damn touch lar ..
and somne of them are like tryin damn hard to light the candle . hahas

okkays ,
after that cab back to school .. and we are all late for lesson again .
hahas . the lesson ended like after 15 mins we stepped into
the lecture hall .and i was still tryin very hard to connect to viwawa
using my lappy to play games . and finally the page appeared !
the lecturers say the lesson has end !! WTH !!! argggh
and after that i also dunno how the rest of the classes in the lecture
hall know its my birthday and there goes the
sweet birthday song again in the lecture hall comprising of
dunno how many pple voice . uncountable cos i was like
so so ps . hahas . hHahas .
there are some pics that we took .
okkays . its picture tym !!

the pple who told me the white lies !!
hha . =) group pics of pple who went to
yishun tgt !

the girls ~

the guys~

outside lecture room ! the formal
side of the clas photo !=)

the informal !!

the happy girl ~

so sweet of them =)

this is the cake .
it really taste nice man !!!

ookkays .. ~~
TO ALL MIT 0808 MATES :: THANKS ALORT FOR THE CELEBRATION !
I AM SO GLAD I MIT U GUYS ~ REALLY APPRECIATE IT !
ONCE AGAIN THANKS ALORT ! U GUYS BRIGHTEN UP MY DAYS IN SCHOOL !
SEE YOU ~ =)

okkays ~ enough of schools !!
after school went to meet dar dar !!!
went to take the photoshop stuffs !
hahash . and after that meet up with
bf and we went out ~
went to mustafa to meet dar !
i bought a PINK mouse . hahas .
and dar bought a headphone and webby cam
for me as my bdae present ~

TO DAR DAR : ... hahas THANKS AL0RT !!!
i l0ve the webby cam alort . hahas .
cos can always tok cock with u ! wahahas

okaays . shall stop here ler ! bbye .
i am lazy !!
still thinkin where to go later ! =)

2008-05-01T15:53:00.000+08:00

today is labour day and its a piblic holiday !
and the day was like ....
was supposed to meet up with cyn and dar .
but dar and i overslept so didnt managed to meet up with cyn .
so dar and me went out on our own tgt with mel , bf and my elder bro.
that days was like an one day touring parts of spore .
okkays , actualy wanted to watch movie .
and we went to newt0n circle to have our dinner first .
and after that we went to cathay .
and no movies that suits as .
as the one we wanted to watched was nort shown
on labour day .
okkays . so our first plan went burst .
and so we intend to go play billiard .
and we were like ..
which place to go leiis .
and in the end we choose golden mile which
was nearer . and we went there .
and all the billiard tables was full .
so we place a quee first .
and waited . wait and wait
okkays we change plan . we go bedok
and play .... and guess wart .
all the coms were HANGED ! omg . ! and thus our third plan failed !
and after that we receive a call from the billiard there .
and they told us there is a table already .
and of cos we didnt go .cos we are already elsewhere .
and so our second plan failed . ..
okkays . tot of gg find dar sis .
and when we are ready to go .
dar suddenly tell me . her sis is back hm
so our forth plan failed !
argggh
and in the end we ended up at east coast .
eating mcdonalds which we order through the drive away
and sat at a table along the beach . and guess wat
i order happy meal is like gone missing !! arggh .
lucky i gort a sweet bf who is willing to help me collect
my meal at the mcd ! hahas . good thing is that me and dar went to
the toilet and we saw outside of the toilet
there are machines where we can catch soft toys .
and saw someone caughtin it . so we went to try !
hahahs . and dar caught two different soft toys .
one for herself and one for me . hhas . thanks dar . =)
hahas and we chit chat and went home . !
wart an unlucky day and holiday ! =(

2008-04-30T23:29:00.000+08:00

okkays .
ended school today successfully haha .
with all the thoughts of slpin in the lecture class.
and i really did wanted to.
i had already change my seats from the chair
to the floor during lecture lesson and took the chair
as my pillow . hahas . and same goes to shianne and
arena .
hhahas . but just cant slp .
its simply bcos of the sound of the lecturer
tgt with the mike . o0ohhhs .
it hurts my ear of cos . ok .
hahas . so just sat on the floor with pple infront of
me blockin the lecture view .hahas . just
listenin to songs and chatting till lectures
lesson ended .

okkays i am damn happy today !
firstly my bf gort his bike back . hahas .
and i wont have to wake up so early in the morning
to travel to school .
and transport is much more easy and convenient for me and
bf. and its = i can go anywhere i wan without any worries like
squeezing in the mrt or bus early in the mornin to school
and going out .
do nort have to worried about the cabby fares . and having a hard
tym lookin for cabs .
hahas . ah ya . l0ve it lars .

secondly is because TOMORROW is a PUBLIC HOLIDAY !
and = no school and there were be a break . and means
i can slp late and wake up late today .
hahas .=))))))))) HAPPY ! and also lesson tomolo is like
from 10am to 6pm . so damn long .
and spore govt is so great to choose thursday as
labour day . hahas . but ... ehhs there might be make-up
classes . sians . but nt confirm yet as no teachers has ever mentioned
about the make up classes except for DMD . =(

just went to watch doomsday with bf .
and the movie was seriously nice although
there were some parts that looks terrifying and
er xin ! hahas . but love this show its was nice haahahs

okkays i am really super tired and sleepy now as
from sunday till last night i did nort have sufficient
hours of slp . its was all like less then 6 hrs .
so gonna slp till rot tonight . haas .
nytes ....

to bf : u gort yor bike back ler . ppls drive it with care okkays .
dun drive so fast . because i am WORRIED ! so pls look out
on the roads ok ! i dun wish to visit u in the hospital again . PHEW !!~~
hahas . i LOVE you lorts~ misses

to kelly dar dar and amy pah .: i miss u both ! meet up okkays .
hhahas . this weekend .. hahas .=) l0vees

2008-04-30T00:27:00.000+08:00

TODAY I AM DAMN ANGRY LARS . !!
I LOST MY FONE ! NB !
FCUK ! I ALSO DUNNO WHERE I LOST IT LARS .
OKKAYS . HERE ARE SOME PARTS THAT SOME
PPLE DO NORT LIKE TO SEE . BUT I AM SORRY
I JUST NID TO SHOUT !!!

TO THE PERSON WHO TOOK MY FONE :
I AM CURSING U RIGHT NOW ! SO READ CAREFULLY !
-WHEN U EAT FISHBALL U WILL GET CHOKED !
-WHEN U WALK PAST THE DRAIN U WILL FALL
INTO IT .
-IF U ARE A GER I CURSE THAT U WILL
GET DUMP BY YOR BF !
IF U ARE A GUY I CURSE THAT U WILL BE DUMP
BY YOR GF !
-U WILL FORGET TO BRING YOR MONEY OUT
WHEN U ARE SUPER HUNGRY
-I CURSE THAT U WILL STARVE TILL FAINT !
-I CURSE THAT U WILL HAVE NIGHTMARES EVERYNIGHT !
-I CURSE THAT U WILL HAVE TUMMYACHE
WHEN U ARE SLEEPING SOUNDLY .
-I CURSE THAT UR SLIPPERS WILL BREAK WHEN U ARE
WEARING IT IN SOMEWHERE WITH ALORT AND ALORT
OF PPLE !
-I CURSE THAT U WILL PAY BACK DOUBLE FOR BEING GREEDY !

okkays . enought of all the cursing and anger !
okkays . and i am lucky enough to have my dearest boy !
cos he bought me a new fone today immediately after i lost
my fone .
and i damn heart pain lor . its like the old fone
my bf just buy for me like less then 3 mths or 4
and it cost $500+ and now i have lost it .
so bf bought a new fone for me .
okkays actually i wanted to sign up for a line and
get a fone in a more cheaper price !
but bf say nort worth it . so he just buy a fone
for me in the shop . okkays . its nort cheap again .
its also cost around $500+ hahas , but the fone that bf just bought
is the fone that i wanted last tym . hahas .and now i gort it .
there g0es my birthday present ~~
but i still gort my DKNY watch processing . hahas .
lalalalas . my birthday is like approaching soon .
a few more days . hahas .
and i am finally turning 18 !
i am happy . no longer angry and sad .
cos i gort a brand new phone again ! wahahahs .

ok bf gonna take his bike tomolo .
and of cos i am so damn super happy .
wonder how the new bike looks ?
nut nvm , cos i will still be the first person
to sit on his bike other then him . hahas , cos he is
the rider obviously ! hahas

okays , i am going turn in for bed now !
tomolo lesson at 8 ! and i am DEAD ! SO EARLY ... ~~
ARGGH

to bf : thanks for everything baby !
you will always be there for me when i needed
u so much and you will always be the one to solve all things for me !
you will always try all different ways
to cheer me up when i am down and ~
thanks for being such a great bf ! iLOVEyou ~
its just feels so GREAT to be part of yor life ! <3

UNPLEASANT DAY I HAD ~
thanks baby~ for solving all the unhappiness
of mine . =) iLOVEyou ~
missy blurr lAdy !

2008-04-28T21:55:00.000+08:00

okkies . today was really a l0ng l0ng day for me !
tired . although school ends early today . but i am damn
tired lars . last nyte didnt have a good slp .
kept on tossing back and fro on my bed . till morning 5 plus am .
and its like another hour m0re i nid to get up
and prepare for school.
in the end i woke up at 7am . i am gonna be late . oh g0d .
i rushed ... hahas . and heng i was nt late .
luckily there was still a grace period . hahas if nort my attendance
will be gone just for a few minutes .

okayys . today gort a test for my discrete mathematics .
and i was like oh no ! test ! i nv study.
hahas . and in a no choice circumstances i
still have to take the test !
and i should have know how to do .
but my mind was like ehhs .. BLANK !!
the sleep mode is definately still on my brain . !
and i gort all the binary , octal and hexadecimal mixed up !
ohhs ...
gort to be prepared for the results . hahas . but luckily
i did well for my first test in the second week and i score
full marks . hahahs . it was a easy one though ! hahas

okkays . and there is also a test tomolo and i am so freak up !
every week there will be a test . omg .
and the rest of the modules test will be in a few weeks tym
and i will be DEAD !
cos all i know is to play e buddy and viwawa in lab lesson !
wonder will i be able to carry on with the next semester ? oh oh
DIE !
tomolo test will be the whole chapter of number system
including the complements ! i am so ... ehhs .. dunno how
to describe the feeling .

hahas . ok today programme after school was supposed to
be mahjong session . but in the end canceal cos beatrice and li jing
is wrking . so me and ying ying went for FACIAL . haha .
its was PAINFUL alrytes . hahas . but the effect was
ok ! i am satisfied . hahahs . but there are still a couple
of red spots on my face . which needs to be covered . hahas ,

after that headed home . took bus-ed back .
and i took the wrong bus . ehhs i mean the wrong direction
and it took me like half an hour from hougang mall back to
my house . aint i stupid and blurr ! hahas .
must be cos of me being too tired !
and since then i am more and more sure ..
i HATE TAKING BUSES ~
so bf ! pls get yor bike back asap .
although is jus a few days away from seeing yor
bike back . but i just missed the feelin of sitting on yor bike lars .
i HATE THE FEELING OF WAITING AND SITTING IN THE BUS !
so from now on i wont look down in yor bike anymore ,
i wont scold him . i wont ! cos i just dun wan to sit on a bus .
either yor bike , car or cab i will sit on happily .
BUS i DUN WAN ! I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE THAT !!!!! =(
pls get yor car license asap !
if nort i will suffer like hell man !
and kelly will keep on saying u bluff her
cos she MISSES her " TIAN JI "
so much . hahas .

okkays , so conclusion i hate taking bus !!!
i LOVE yor bike .wahahas .
i will treasure yor comin bike for sure . =)

sometimes life just would not goes as what u have wished but often the opposite ~

2008-04-27T21:55:00.000+08:00

okays . today was all the way rotting at home
as to prepare myself for the school days tomolo .
hahsa . went out for dinner at nyte with bf and bought
a new slipper which is the second one . hahas .
as one week one . hahas .

HAHAS . ok i wan to thanks my classmates which is GERALD
for remembering my birthday so good that is one day later .
lols which is on a monday and its actually on a sunday .
hahas , nvm but its the thoughts that counts .
dun think of taking the cake and and bash me alrytes !
hahas . cause i am nt experience in this ! lols
and my bday falls on a sunday so wont be able to see u
so u gort no CHANCE !! wahahahas !!
but anyway . hahas . thanks alort for remembering my bday
is round the corner as compared we are just two weeks
classmates till now and u rmb it . ! hahas . =)

okkies . erms . school starting tomolo and its like
in the mornin at 8 am ! omg ...
lucky it end early hahas . if nort i ccan declared DEAD !
hahas
cos i will have MONDAY BLUES !
most students have this illness too i am sure .
hahas . lalalas .=)
ok i gonna st0p here .

TO MIT 0808 PEEPS : sorry for nort turning up on saturday gathering . hahas .

2008-04-27T04:31:00.000+08:00

haas.
back home . went out with my dear gfs . kel and amy .
hahas . had a good tym today . ok i MISS them !
had some problems just now . hahas ,
its amy regarding amy with her fren . hahas .
but solve in the end . and i would like to comment about
that ger bf ! he is like... dar and amy u all shd know rytes ! hahas .
anyway . me and dar then meet up with mel at hougang
to have some chit chat session and also with my boy .
missed the time spend with them ! hahas .
how i wish we can like meet up and gather every weekend
with all the peeps . hhahas . cos school has been busy busy .

erms , anyway . just to update i have found out the
CULPRIT for imitating my bf l0ls.
its AMY PAH hahas . so i wont get angry . cos i l0ve her .
hhahas . lalalas .
now playing game with dar dar . playin my newly
addicted game viwawa all thanks to my MIT 0808 classmates .
hahas
g0rt me addicted . hahas . arena and mervin and oy ! you
all know wart i tokin about rytes . hhahas .
hahas . shall end here . lalas
i am HAPPY today =)

2008-04-26T20:25:00.000+08:00

i am angry ! i found out one bastard imitating my bf !!
he wrote a tag for me and posts it as my bf name and
also name me as laopo ! OMG ! WTF !
sorry for those w0rds .

that person thinks i am stupid .
cant i recognise my own bf words ?

TO THE BO LIAO PERSON : pls lars . you think
i am a fool ars ? so easily can write tags on my bf behalf ! !
pls dun do something so childish in future thanks .

waitin for the slow slow AMY PAH !
HAHAS . hope that later meet up with kel and amy
will be success ! hahas .
back later .

2008-04-26T00:26:00.000+08:00

firstly here to wish my dear boy

HAPPY 23 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY !!

thanks baby for everything .

i LOVE YOU!!

hhahahs . went sh0ppin with my boy .

hahas . did my medicure which i wanted for dunno

how how long ! hahas and of cos is my boy who paid for it .

hahahs . erms erms . went to look for shianne in bugis too

hahahs . awhile nia then i go . cos i wan shop but

end up like nv see nice cl0thes . hahas .

school was damn damn boring today .

lectures lectures lectures .

the lecturers today are all CRAZY

especially the last two lesson .

hahhas .ended class at 4 which class

starts late today at 11 am . hahas .

stay back for project .hahahs .

in the end its only arena doing . haas .

thanks anyway ! hahas .

well . my class is bondin so bloody well.

hahahs . i LOVE mit 0808 lars . hahas .

MR KEVIN : DUN GET JEALOUS OK !

COS I LOVE U MORE MORE MORE ! HAAS

I LIKE THEM ! hahas . cos they are my laughing mates

who doesnt failed to make me laugh ! hahahs .

this is wart we do when we get

to the lesson earlier .

and the whole place will be filled with

laughing and noise pollution ! hahas

and this is wart they d0 when the

lectures are damn BORED !

i missed out one more pics

of edneth playing on his psp ! hahas .

i gort lots more of pics .
but i am lazy lazy to upload . hahas .
thats all ~~~
meeting dar and amy tomolo .
i hope will be meeting sucessfully ! hahas .
miss them ! =)

TO THOSE WHO I SUPPOED TO LINK-ED !
HAHAS . WILL LINK U ALL TOMOLO OKKIES . !!
LAZY TODAY .

2008-04-25T15:37:00.000+08:00

now in lecture hall .
having the stupid teacher lesson
that lecturer damn power lars .
can like tok tok tok the whole lesson with
nobody listening to him
all in their own whole . but he still can tok to so SONG !!
HAHAS .
just now earlier on his lecture me and arena went out of the class
and go down buy food and have a puff !
cos the class is damn b0red ler ..
stay l0nger will DIE . hahas .

2008-04-25T02:13:00.000+08:00

now in school . having lesson .
and its like damn damn bored lor .
dunno wart the teacher toking , damn sian lars,
hahas . tired today lesson till 6 pm .
ohhhs . so long lor .
faster finish this lesson and let me go for my 2 hrs of break lars.
ah ya
later then continue lars . dunno wat to write .
feeling so damn sleeply . haha .

2008-04-23T18:42:00.000+08:00

its been so long since i bl0g !
hahas . cos i am sick of my 0ld blog skins .
and now i have created a new one .
and i am happy with it !! wahahash .

l0ts to update .
firstly is the hongkong trip !
hahas had so so so much fun in hk !!
just love it lars .
g0rt a lort of pics .but lazy to upload . so other tyms !!
the weather there is like .EXTREMELY COLD .
but i LOVE it hahahs .
me and bf really enjoyed this trip hahas.
we went with two luggage and back with 5 !
can u imagine the amount of things we bought !
hahas . we also went to SHENGZHEN which is one
part of china and of cos not leaving out MACUA !
which has cost me a bomb ...
its like i lost thousand over dollars in the damn CASINO !
hahas !hahas
dunno wart to say already ! cos there is just too much for
me to say ..
now some pics that i took in hk and macua !

saw my favourite ? hahas =)

had a hard tym looking for him !

guess where is this ?
this is the mrt to HK DISNEYLAND !
the seats are make of fury damn shi0k !

see bf making that irritating face .
the train is like nice de l0rs .
outside the mrt gg to disneyland .

the welcoming board to disneyland

the grass that make up mickey face !

ok nows the pics in macua .saw the shiny lights ?its all the CASINO !

another pics of macua ! its blurr

this is the chips f0r the casino !nice rights?

ok enough of my trip to hong kong !

hahas . so bout schools now !

hahas . ok i have been posted to NANYANG POLYTECHNIC

studying for MULTIMEDIA AND INFOCOMM TECHNOLOGY

hahas . erms . knew alort of frens .

and i gort FUN & WONDERFUL CLASSMATES !

hahas . enjoyed school but amn tired !

today lesson was so b0red ! cos LECTURES AFTER LECTURES!

hahas . tomolo will be w0rst ! till 6 ! ohhh

TO SARAH : i have updated my blog ler . link me okayys ?

hahas.

TO NYP PEEPS : blog updated . link me !! see you guys tomolo !

hahas

2008-02-14T10:16:00.000+08:00

hey friends i am back .
hahas . its in the morning now
and i am waiting patiently for the time to pass .

woolalasss .
I AM FINALLY GOING TO HONG KONG .
i am going there to celebrate my valentine day with
my boy ! hahas
mitting our friends there to0 .
= )

wish me enjoy enjoy enjoy myself ok .

TIRED!!

2008-01-27T04:41:00.000+08:00

its such a long day today .
woke up in the very early morning and
slept in the very early morning too .

i am so tired ! right now ..
went hospital immediately after
i wake up .
did everything that is supposed to be done .
and went off .

has never felt so TIRED before .
I SWEAR ! ITS SO TIRING .

i am so STRESS . !!
i dunno wat i am stressing .
but its just so stress .
seeing bf so pain .
seeing him so uncomfortable .
tried to smile and laugh but stil to no avail .
has done everything that i can .
but still finds its unacceptable .
my mind is in a great mess .
i am worrying bout everything now !
because i have to bao ga liao all the things now .
i am tired !
what have i missed ? is there still anything that i have not done ?
is there any impt things that i have left out ?
F LARS !!
i am so STRESS . !!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...
SAVE ME LARS . .

next i pray is that bf get well soon .
so that things will go smoothly once again .
i need the laughter that he used to have to be back .
i wan him to lessen his burden .
i dun wan see him enduring all his pain anymore .

TO BOYFRIEND : gong stop saying u are useless ok ?
you are not . is just that all the things that u use to have
and do is not convenient for u to have and do it now .
ok . in my heart u are my MR HERO . so stop saying all those
words ok . cos it HURTS me so much .
just bear with everything that you are facing now
and also the pain u are enduring now
rest well and wounds will ge t well very soon ok .
i will always be there with u .
prayers will also be made everynyte by me before
i close and declared the end of the day and also the
tiring day and hoping for a brand new day for u & i .
bear all this in mind kkies . dun ever destest yorself
as u should be glad that u are still around and only suffer
some minor injuries . things will turn out perfectly fine
after a couple of days . get use to it fast alrights ?
i will always be there with u although i might lose
my temple sometimes . but always remember i dun find u
useless cos you are mine and i l0ve u deep down where i didnt
express out much .
take kaires and nights to u bf .
have a nice dream and slp soundly ok .
I LOVE U !!
.
.
.
.
HAS NEVER FELT SO TIRED AND STRESS BEFORE

I NEED SOME HELP FROM GOD .

I DUN WAN TO BE DEFEATED SO EASILY

PLS GOD GIVE ME THE WILL TO PRESERVE ON !

i miss my bf !!

2008-01-26T02:24:00.000+08:00

things really happened too fast .
its too sudden !
i miss my bf . i am at home now and he
is suffering and enduring all the pains
alone all alone in the hospital .
i am so sorry gong gong .
i am not by or side .

i miss you . i really do !
pls recover fast please .
i prayed so so hard . for yor best recovering .
i am missing u so so so much .

how tired i still cant slp .
really cannort .
i wan u back !

no one knows how i feel now .
i cant express it infront him .
cos i dun wan him to worry .
i wan him to have all the best rest and recover fast . !
i want to hear his irritating voice disturbing me
everynight !
i wan his good nyte kiss .
i wan his hug hug .
i wan everything to go back to normal .

its our 20 mths aniversary today .
its today 25.01.2008 .
we were supposed to be enjoying
outside but not in the hospital .

i really dunno wat to do now .
i cant slp
and cant stop thinking bout him . i really cant !

how ? how ?
even now we have put down the fone
as i know he is very tired as he
had a very hard day today .
i have to smile and sae good nyte to him .
and let him slp .
but i still cant get to slp now .
why ?
i really feel like going back to the hospital and
acc him .

this is the very very first tym i felt so so lost .
i am totally lost .
i dunno wat to do now ?
it feels so bad
knowing he is in such a bad situation .
i should not listen to him and leave .
i should stay in the hospital and acc him
.why am i so stupid to go back !
why... MY HEART ACHE !
REALLY
EVERY MINUTES AND SECONDS .
ITS TRUE I SWEAR .

wondering if u are having a good slp now ?
is all your injuries alrytes ?
is the injuries that u did the operation still painful ?
are u sleeping soundly ?

i dunno . ! i really dunno .
i am so sad so sad ......

GONG GONG I MISS YOU SO MUCH SO
SO MUCH .
ITS REALLY THE FIRST TYM THAT I EXPERIENCE THIS
PAIN IN MY HEART .
ITS THE FIRST AND ALSO THE LAST I HOPE!!

I MISS U !
MISS TILL I GOING CRAZY LER !!

2008-01-15T12:17:00.000+08:00

its been so so long since i blog . hahas .
currently in office . !
oh ya . just to update , i found a job .
and frankly speaking . i like this job .
cos its fun with friends here which are
friendly . =)

aint i amazing ?
managed to survive . ! hhaas . and nort
giving up after the first day of job .
its working hrs is the same as the office hour .
although its abit of long . but alrytes lars .
happy with it .
as nort really pressured by the manager .
hahas . she is one of my smoking khakis in the office .
hahhas . she is friendly i can sae .
but can also be strict .
haahs

i am blogging in the middle of my job .
played flash game just now and was rather bored with it .
so decided to blog .
so are u guys wondering why am i doing
all these while working .. hhahahas .
everyone here is bored .
toking and shifting their chairs around
from ttable to table , hahas .

okok . has been fine with bf recently .
he bought a new fone for mi and as well as himself .
hhahhas ,
i gort my lcd tv , bed , and tv console .
and new fone . thanks bf ! l0vees .
but now waiting for my sofa . hahas .
lazy to write ler . brb .
lovees ....

2008-01-08T13:21:00.000+08:00

its been so so l0ng since i bl0g again .
i am LAZY . you see .
hahas . everything has been g0ing quite
smoothly for me and bf .
as i am beginning to feel the changes
that he is trying to .

i jus LOVE him so much .
acc bf to go put on new ang kong
its a tiring day i can say .
woke up in the early morning
at eight and have our breakfast opposite .

reach cine at around ten and
begin his enduring of pain
from 11 plus 12 to 6 plus 7 .
hahas . but i guess he is satisfy
with the outcome of the picture that
his fren has done for him . hahas .
and here are the pictures of the nort yet
completed ARTS . !! =.=

the first one is the mask on the side of his leg
but i guess cant be seen clearly as the colours
is nort done yet . but should be done in another 2 weeks .
i am awaiting for the outcome of the whole masterpiece
to be done . hahas . i wan a 3D image one . hahas .

the second one is the fish . which is call "lee yu"
which my dad owns alort in the fish pond at my hse .
hahas . but its different . cos mine bf de does nort need
any oxygen and feeding or even water to survive .
hahas . but wart my dad has needs all this . lalalas
i am LAME . ~~ I ADMIT . !!!!
and the same goes for this as there is still a need for the
colour to get the nicer and clearer pic of it ! . so wait
for a couple of fews later and the masterpiec will be out ! hahas .

and for the last pic . is the overall shading and everything .
erms .n0rt exactly every shading is completed
as colour is nort out so cant do everything . hahas .

ok . en0ugh of my naggings and everything . a few
weeks later . the masterpiece will be out . !!!

hahas . URGENTLY NEEDS A J0B .
theres tons of things that i wish to buy !
eg .(1) my sofa
(2) my LCD or plasma tv
(3) a new bedroom set
(4) a new phone
(5) a new tv console
(6) a huge carpet
(7) a golen accessories
(8) a gucci bag
(9) a DKNY watch
(10) and lorts of shopping spree !!!

ENOUGH ENOUGH !!
i got to earn tons of cash back to enjoy all the
shopping life !!~~ hahs +++))))))

gonna st0p ler . xian is here . g0rt to do j0B hunting ler .
hahas .

LASTLY
.
.
.
I L0VE MY BF !!!
pls EARN lots of money $$$$
back for me to SPEND . !! PLS . !!
MR KEVIN !!!
wahahhas . l0vees .

2007-12-26T11:51:00.000+08:00

its a brand new day again .
and its an0ther b0ring one .
hahas . went dating with bf yesterday .
and here are s0me pics i took yesterday .
=) ENJOY ! ! ~

purple r0ses given by bf . thanks .
iLOVEyou !

and happy 19 mth anniversary =)

bef0re g0ing out .
in dar 's hse .

the funny faces done by bf . while waiting fer our food in swensens

our ice-cream after our main courses .

haas . i finish everything but left with the two cherrys .

trying to act cute . PIG !

my PARADISE ! <3

one day it will be MINE !

he dun look short .

but .... he is shorter than bf

and also me . hahas . i am taller than him .
finally found someone sh0rter than me .
yes i am SH0RT . i admit !! LOLs =)

there is still other pics ! but didnt upload .
hahas . was lazy . !!
yesterday watch m0vie wiv bf ,
redline . was nice !
rated it 8/10
cos i missed the first part . =)

dar tua me .!! hahas . cos she fall asleep
and i waited and waited .
finally i gave up .
cos i g0rt that feeling that she is slping .
so nvm . hahas .

sh0pping with bf the entire day ytd .
was fun . !! its been a l0ng tym since
we sh0p . lols .

christmas eve ,
erms . i spend the tym
sleeping and slping .
hahas
too tired . !! lols .

ok . i guess i gtg .
meeting dar . !! and when is our job going to
be found !!

hahs . kkies . thanks fer everything bf !
i l0ve you .

2007-12-25T11:31:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTAMS TO ALL &
HAPPY 19 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY TO BABY BOY !!

2007-12-22T16:38:00.000+08:00

me back again .
i am like CRAZY ler l0r .
one dae dunno wan blog how many tyms sia .
hahas . '

u guys know something .
i have realise .
i LOVE MY BF LOTS L0RSS.
hahas
i am lame rytes .
pardon for all the nonsense!!!
hahas .

he is the BEST . hahas
are you all finding us funny ?
one min can quarrel like hell
and another min can be sweet
like no body business like tat ,
hahas

dunno why lars .
maybe is just because
we LOVE each other too much !!
hahas .

sometyms i am wondering if i owe him
anything in my previous life ,
and
yes i did .
hahas . g0rt to know through
the dua ah pek . !!
veri funny l0rs .
when i heard it .

realli cant believe my ears ,
hahas .
but is better to believe his words
then not believing it l0rs . hahas .

hahas . will be going dating with bf
later .
wil be catching a movie .
as it seems that we both have yet to catch
a movie for ages . LOLs

i miss my bf lars .
sians .
hungry hungry .
suddenly feel like eating swensens .
arggh , cham .
cann0rt ....
must save money for our overseas trip !!
hhahas .

okok st0p lerrrr .
finding myself too irritating ler . xp

2007-12-22T14:45:00.000+08:00

WTH !!!!!!!

NO MATTER HOW I CHANGE
ITS LIKE NO USE . !!!

HE IS STILL THE SAME .
THINK HERE AND THERE .

THEN WHATS THE POINT OF CHANGING !!

PISSING ME OFF LARS .............................

2007-12-22T14:04:00.000+08:00

BORED BORED BORED

its like 2 pm in the afternoon .
i am SO AWAKE !!

SAVE ME !!

2007-12-22T08:51:00.000+08:00

erms dunno wart to bl0g . !

hahas . actualli nothing really

happen lars .

LOLS=)

woke up at nyte today

as usual . went out with

dearie .then same old thing

meet up with dar & mel

trying to get some good deals from the machines .

BUT THEN ?

guess wat ...

gort biten up again .

hahas . damn it l0rs . NUMB ler .

always donating money to charity

dunno why lor .

no money use ler still wan donate

like crazy like that .

then soon after that .

everyone ask the same question

''what are we going to do next ?"

and same old phrase from melvin

''dunno leii !! jio khakis play mahjong l0rs ! ''

hahas . then next will be me

'' ok steady lars . "

''dar jio leii ''

hahahs has been facing the com fer dunno how many

h0urs . and guess wat .

no one wans to play

its like in the middle of the night at 3 to 4 am

who will wan to come out and face the mahjong tiles

and provided nort knowing its a win or lose .

its funny de lors

our tym now change like dunno wart ler .

pple finishes work .

we are like jus about to wake up .

pple at work taking their lunch

we are about to slp .

shit lars .

how to find job lidat ?

hahas . sians . sians .

dearie and melvin is like slping so

soundly on my cosy bed and the irritating dar

disturbing him .

lols =)

gonna CHANGE now .

f0r the sake of my dearie .

afterer listening to wart the xxxx

says .

it do make so sense

that he is really IMPORTANT to me

in my life .

i regret now !.

but h0pe that things will slowly

change for the better .

i LOVE him

and so i have to change .

once i change i know

he will realise it

and definately

we will LAST !!

there must be a STOP

to my hand .

i must stop laying my hand

on him .

i promise . i will change

as i know i am too harsh at times .

i should spare a thought for his feelings .

i am SORRY my dear baby boy .

give me some time kkies .

i am sure there is still a l0ng way for

us . and thats why WE both should change .

i really wish that u will change in the ways of

you controlling me .

give me some freedom and things will sure turn

out perfectly fine .

dun suspect here and there ,

pls . c'mon . give a pat on yor

shoulder and trust yorself as well as me .

u are the BEST BOYFREN .

how would i be so stuipd to dump you and choosing

the others which aint good .

rights ?

BELIEVE ME once

i would nv do anything that does

harm to me .

i know who is good and bad

i g0rt eyes . UNDERSTAND ?

i LOVE you .

h0pe you will go think bout it

LOVESS . MISSES .

kkies . gonna st0p here .

kaires . =)

2007-12-20T08:20:00.000+08:00

nothing really happens recently .
hahas . about me and him .
erms . everything is still going
smoothly .
had a quarrel with him a few days back
i guess so .
bout my blog .
but soon misunderstandin were cleared .
and we both turns back to our sweetie c0uple .
hahas . n0w he is treatin me much better compared
to last tym .
hahas . ya . i can see he is trying very hard
to change back .
so jiayous kkies .
iLOVEyou .

had a mahjong game a few days back .
hahas . things were actually going smoothly for me and dardar
but once the electricity goes off .
we are damn LOW lors .
hahas we lost back
and adding on a lose .
luckily melvin won .
hhahas . his power suddenly come .
GOOD GOOD . !!!!
now lookin for mahjong khakis again .

jus finish my mcdonalds breakfast .
so full feel like sleepin . hahas .
kkies . i think gonna st0p ler .
LAZY ! =)

2007-12-17T22:39:00.000+08:00

its been a few days since i bl0g .

as nothing special happpens .

only tat this few days lost quite a

sum of money on the stupid machines .

arrgggh

i tot he has changed .

but NO .

he have nort change .

he is making mi damn PISSED OFF right n0w .

why am i so naive to think that he will change

omg .

pple takes a min to turn bad .

but a life time to change back into

the good side of him .

he is too SENSITIVE

that is all i can describe

ab0ut his attitude .

he is nort GENTLEMAN at all .

when we quarrel

he will put the blame on pple

that i have tok or meet earlier .

isnt it RIDICULOUS ?

arrrgggh .

getting damn FRUSTRATED rytes now .

arrrgh . waiting fer dar to confirm the mahjong

game so tat it will BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY . LOLs .

no lars . is to allow us nort to tok to each other

for a period of tym . lols =)

arggh . bye for now . !!

2007-12-12T21:45:00.000+08:00

its another day and yet sad one .

things aint really going smoothly for me and him .

al0rt of quarrels . one after another . wat should i do ?

hais . todae wrote a l0ng lettter to dear .

as we are now lacking in our communications .

and therefore i guess the only way for him to know wat i am

thinking about is to express it all in a paper .

i realli h0pe it d0 HELPS .

after he read the letter . he apologise to me

for the things he have done .

but will he really CHANGE ?

i really dunno !

but can feel that he is trying ,

i really wish this time round he will .

i wan the OLD him BACK .

morning meet up wiv dar to have our breakfast .

as we both did nort slp for the entire night .

hahas . cos we are busying chatting in msn ,.
playing with the webcam
while kelly is busying trying to act cute . l0ls .
ok. tats all .

stress . i wan my freedom back . !

2007-12-12T06:51:00.000+08:00

life is really getting my so damn PISSED OFF !

i am control by him for wartever things i do !

wart the hell man ?

even my dad dun bothers bout the time where i will be returning home .

and yet all he knows is to kip on CALLING & CALLING .

c'mon pls get yor status rytes man !

you are just my BOYFRIEND and NOT MY DAD OR MUM .

i know sometimes the wae i treat u is fair too much .

but that is ME , TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT .

NORT HAPPY JOLLY WELL GET YOR FCUKING BUTT OUT OF MY LIFE .

STOP BEING A BURDEN TO MY LIFE .

the things u do

eg like threatening me of jumping down the building

etc etc is far too CHILDISH .

understand .

WE GIRLS ARE NORT BORN OUT TO BE SOMEONE YOU CAN THREATEN WITH .

we are born to live HAPPILY

but not born to be DECEVING ourself of us living in such GREAT LIFE . !!

pls kindly spare a thought for us lars .

so wart u work u tired .

this is wart u should do .

i enjoy night life . is my business .

u dun have any RIGHTS to stop me of my night life .

i dun see a NEED to report to u eg call or msg u

when i am free or to tell u about my whereabout .

STOP giving me STUPID EXCUSES like u are worried or wart lars .

pls lars .

before being wiv u i also lead this kind of life ,

why didnt i see me getting into any trouble or wart .

i am still here .

so pls get your own life back lars i am damn SICK & TIRED .

do you know ? NO YOU DONT . !!

sometime realli dunno where can i vexed my anger on .

and now i know .

its to return to blogging .

and write down all sorts of things that i am damn unhappy .