erms dunno wart to bl0g . !

hahas . actualli nothing really

happen lars .

LOLS=)

woke up at nyte today

as usual . went out with

dearie .then same old thing

meet up with dar & mel

trying to get some good deals from the machines .

BUT THEN ?

guess wat ...

gort biten up again .

hahas . damn it l0rs . NUMB ler .

always donating money to charity

dunno why lor .

no money use ler still wan donate

like crazy like that .

then soon after that .

everyone ask the same question

''what are we going to do next ?"

and same old phrase from melvin

''dunno leii !! jio khakis play mahjong l0rs ! ''

hahas . then next will be me

'' ok steady lars . "

''dar jio leii ''

hahahs has been facing the com fer dunno how many

h0urs . and guess wat .

no one wans to play

its like in the middle of the night at 3 to 4 am

who will wan to come out and face the mahjong tiles

and provided nort knowing its a win or lose .

its funny de lors

our tym now change like dunno wart ler .

pple finishes work .

we are like jus about to wake up .

pple at work taking their lunch

we are about to slp .

shit lars .

how to find job lidat ?

hahas . sians . sians .

dearie and melvin is like slping so

soundly on my cosy bed and the irritating dar

disturbing him .

lols =)

gonna CHANGE now .

f0r the sake of my dearie .

afterer listening to wart the xxxx

says .

it do make so sense

that he is really IMPORTANT to me

in my life .

i regret now !.

but h0pe that things will slowly

change for the better .

i LOVE him

and so i have to change .

once i change i know

he will realise it

and definately

we will LAST !!

there must be a STOP

to my hand .

i must stop laying my hand

on him .

i promise . i will change

as i know i am too harsh at times .

i should spare a thought for his feelings .

i am SORRY my dear baby boy .

give me some time kkies .

i am sure there is still a l0ng way for

us . and thats why WE both should change .

i really wish that u will change in the ways of

you controlling me .

give me some freedom and things will sure turn

out perfectly fine .

dun suspect here and there ,

pls . c'mon . give a pat on yor

shoulder and trust yorself as well as me .

u are the BEST BOYFREN .

how would i be so stuipd to dump you and choosing

the others which aint good .

rights ?

BELIEVE ME once

i would nv do anything that does

harm to me .

i know who is good and bad

i g0rt eyes . UNDERSTAND ?

i LOVE you .

h0pe you will go think bout it

LOVESS . MISSES .

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kkies . gonna st0p here .

kaires . =)