ring ring ...
my fone rang in the early morning at 6 plus ...
and all i got from the caller was a very very bad news .

i was blurr . totally blurr .
how could i accept that he is gone ?
and its forever !
i cant accept it .

went to attend his wake at jurong
in the afternoon .
i stayed there with friends all the
way till the night .
and i dun dare to go see him .
but seeing his photo has already
makes my heart breaks .....
i really cannot imagine me sitting there
at the wake for my own friend .
tears were being controlled by me .
okkays , and so i took up my courage
and went inside and see him for the very very last tym .

and it wasnt the person i knew !
i mean the looks .
he looks so painful when he is alive
when the accident occured !

i really hope things will turn out
better for him when he is in another world .
the wake was quiet in the afternoon .
as there was no laughter ....
no smiles ... there was all sadness filled inside ....
i was sad . so sad . but theres nothing we can do .
i cant accept the reality that he is gone just like that ...
take care of yourself in the other world alrytes !
all yor frens will be missing you ...
~REST IN PEACE !