its a brand new day again .
and its an0ther b0ring one .
hahas . went dating with bf yesterday .
and here are s0me pics i took yesterday .
=) ENJOY ! ! ~

purple r0ses given by bf . thanks .
iLOVEyou !


and happy 19 mth anniversary =)

bef0re g0ing out .
in dar 's hse .


the funny faces done by bf . while waiting fer our food in swensens

our ice-cream after our main courses .

haas . i finish everything but left with the two cherrys .


trying to act cute . PIG !

my PARADISE ! <3

one day it will be MINE !

he dun look short .

but .... he is shorter than bf

and also me . hahas . i am taller than him .
finally found someone sh0rter than me .
yes i am SH0RT . i admit !! LOLs =)


there is still other pics ! but didnt upload .
hahas . was lazy . !!
yesterday watch m0vie wiv bf ,
redline . was nice !
rated it 8/10
cos i missed the first part . =)

dar tua me .!! hahas . cos she fall asleep
and i waited and waited .
finally i gave up .
cos i g0rt that feeling that she is slping .
so nvm . hahas .

sh0pping with bf the entire day ytd .
was fun . !! its been a l0ng tym since
we sh0p . lols .

christmas eve ,
erms . i spend the tym
sleeping and slping .
hahas
too tired . !! lols .

ok . i guess i gtg .
meeting dar . !! and when is our job going to
be found !!

hahs . kkies . thanks fer everything bf !
i l0ve you .

MERRY CHRISTAMS TO ALL &
HAPPY 19 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY TO BABY BOY !!

me back again .
i am like CRAZY ler l0r .
one dae dunno wan blog how many tyms sia .
hahas . '


u guys know something .
i have realise .
i LOVE MY BF LOTS L0RSS.
hahas
i am lame rytes .
pardon for all the nonsense!!!
hahas .


he is the BEST . hahas
are you all finding us funny ?
one min can quarrel like hell
and another min can be sweet
like no body business like tat ,
hahas


dunno why lars .
maybe is just because
we LOVE each other too much !!
hahas .

sometyms i am wondering if i owe him
anything in my previous life ,
and
yes i did .
hahas . g0rt to know through
the dua ah pek . !!
veri funny l0rs .
when i heard it .


realli cant believe my ears ,
hahas .
but is better to believe his words
then not believing it l0rs . hahas .


hahas . will be going dating with bf
later .
wil be catching a movie .
as it seems that we both have yet to catch
a movie for ages . LOLs




i miss my bf lars .
sians .
hungry hungry .
suddenly feel like eating swensens .
arggh , cham .
cann0rt ....
must save money for our overseas trip !!
hhahas .


okok st0p lerrrr .
finding myself too irritating ler . xp

WTH !!!!!!!




NO MATTER HOW I CHANGE
ITS LIKE NO USE . !!!





HE IS STILL THE SAME .
THINK HERE AND THERE .




THEN WHATS THE POINT OF CHANGING !!










PISSING ME OFF LARS .............................

BORED BORED BORED






its like 2 pm in the afternoon .
i am SO AWAKE !!







SAVE ME !!

erms dunno wart to bl0g . !

hahas . actualli nothing really

happen lars .

LOLS=)

woke up at nyte today

as usual . went out with

dearie .then same old thing

meet up with dar & mel

trying to get some good deals from the machines .

BUT THEN ?

guess wat ...

gort biten up again .

hahas . damn it l0rs . NUMB ler .

always donating money to charity

dunno why lor .

no money use ler still wan donate

like crazy like that .

then soon after that .

everyone ask the same question

''what are we going to do next ?"

and same old phrase from melvin

''dunno leii !! jio khakis play mahjong l0rs ! ''

hahas . then next will be me

'' ok steady lars . "

''dar jio leii ''

hahahs has been facing the com fer dunno how many

h0urs . and guess wat .

no one wans to play

its like in the middle of the night at 3 to 4 am

who will wan to come out and face the mahjong tiles

and provided nort knowing its a win or lose .

its funny de lors

our tym now change like dunno wart ler .

pple finishes work .

we are like jus about to wake up .

pple at work taking their lunch

we are about to slp .

shit lars .

how to find job lidat ?

hahas . sians . sians .

dearie and melvin is like slping so

soundly on my cosy bed and the irritating dar

disturbing him .

lols =)

gonna CHANGE now .

f0r the sake of my dearie .

afterer listening to wart the xxxx

says .

it do make so sense

that he is really IMPORTANT to me

in my life .

i regret now !.

but h0pe that things will slowly

change for the better .

i LOVE him

and so i have to change .

once i change i know

he will realise it

and definately

we will LAST !!

there must be a STOP

to my hand .

i must stop laying my hand

on him .

i promise . i will change

as i know i am too harsh at times .

i should spare a thought for his feelings .

i am SORRY my dear baby boy .

give me some time kkies .

i am sure there is still a l0ng way for

us . and thats why WE both should change .

i really wish that u will change in the ways of

you controlling me .

give me some freedom and things will sure turn

out perfectly fine .

dun suspect here and there ,

pls . c'mon . give a pat on yor

shoulder and trust yorself as well as me .

u are the BEST BOYFREN .

how would i be so stuipd to dump you and choosing

the others which aint good .

rights ?

BELIEVE ME once

i would nv do anything that does

harm to me .

i know who is good and bad

i g0rt eyes . UNDERSTAND ?

i LOVE you .

h0pe you will go think bout it

LOVESS . MISSES .

.

.

.

.

.

.

kkies . gonna st0p here .

kaires . =)

nothing really happens recently .
hahas . about me and him .
erms . everything is still going
smoothly .
had a quarrel with him a few days back
i guess so .
bout my blog .
but soon misunderstandin were cleared .
and we both turns back to our sweetie c0uple .
hahas . n0w he is treatin me much better compared
to last tym .
hahas . ya . i can see he is trying very hard
to change back .
so jiayous kkies .
iLOVEyou .


had a mahjong game a few days back .
hahas . things were actually going smoothly for me and dardar
but once the electricity goes off .
we are damn LOW lors .
hahas we lost back
and adding on a lose .
luckily melvin won .
hhahas . his power suddenly come .
GOOD GOOD . !!!!
now lookin for mahjong khakis again .

jus finish my mcdonalds breakfast .
so full feel like sleepin . hahas .
kkies . i think gonna st0p ler .
LAZY ! =)

its been a few days since i bl0g .

as nothing special happpens .

only tat this few days lost quite a

sum of money on the stupid machines .

arrgggh



i tot he has changed .

but NO .

he have nort change .

he is making mi damn PISSED OFF right n0w .

why am i so naive to think that he will change

omg .



pple takes a min to turn bad .

but a life time to change back into

the good side of him .

he is too SENSITIVE

that is all i can describe

ab0ut his attitude .

he is nort GENTLEMAN at all .

when we quarrel

he will put the blame on pple

that i have tok or meet earlier .

isnt it RIDICULOUS ?



arrrgggh .

getting damn FRUSTRATED rytes now .

arrrgh . waiting fer dar to confirm the mahjong

game so tat it will BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY . LOLs .

no lars . is to allow us nort to tok to each other

for a period of tym . lols =)


arggh . bye for now . !!

its another day and yet sad one .

things aint really going smoothly for me and him .

al0rt of quarrels . one after another . wat should i do ?

hais . todae wrote a l0ng lettter to dear .

as we are now lacking in our communications .

and therefore i guess the only way for him to know wat i am

thinking about is to express it all in a paper .

i realli h0pe it d0 HELPS .

after he read the letter . he apologise to me

for the things he have done .

but will he really CHANGE ?

i really dunno !

but can feel that he is trying ,

i really wish this time round he will .

i wan the OLD him BACK .



morning meet up wiv dar to have our breakfast .

as we both did nort slp for the entire night .

hahas . cos we are busying chatting in msn ,.
playing with the webcam
while kelly is busying trying to act cute . l0ls .
ok. tats all .

stress . i wan my freedom back . !

life is really getting my so damn PISSED OFF !

i am control by him for wartever things i do !

wart the hell man ?

even my dad dun bothers bout the time where i will be returning home .

and yet all he knows is to kip on CALLING & CALLING .

c'mon pls get yor status rytes man !

you are just my BOYFRIEND and NOT MY DAD OR MUM .

i know sometimes the wae i treat u is fair too much .

but that is ME , TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT .

NORT HAPPY JOLLY WELL GET YOR FCUKING BUTT OUT OF MY LIFE .

STOP BEING A BURDEN TO MY LIFE .

the things u do

eg like threatening me of jumping down the building

etc etc is far too CHILDISH .

understand .

WE GIRLS ARE NORT BORN OUT TO BE SOMEONE YOU CAN THREATEN WITH .

we are born to live HAPPILY

but not born to be DECEVING ourself of us living in such GREAT LIFE . !!

pls kindly spare a thought for us lars .

so wart u work u tired .

this is wart u should do .

i enjoy night life . is my business .

u dun have any RIGHTS to stop me of my night life .

i dun see a NEED to report to u eg call or msg u

when i am free or to tell u about my whereabout .

STOP giving me STUPID EXCUSES like u are worried or wart lars .

pls lars .

before being wiv u i also lead this kind of life ,

why didnt i see me getting into any trouble or wart .

i am still here .

so pls get your own life back lars i am damn SICK & TIRED .

do you know ? NO YOU DONT . !!

sometime realli dunno where can i vexed my anger on .

and now i know .

its to return to blogging .

and write down all sorts of things that i am damn unhappy .